Bathroom Bubbles

Sometimes I have non-peaceful showers.

I am at a point in my life where I feel a little lost even though I am not really lost to begin with.

There is a part of me that wishes I took part in the Bersih 2.0 rally. Reading materials and seeing pictures of the rally is very inspiring and it does make me realise that I should have been a little more vocal about my rights. I suppose I take a very cynical view on things like these but post-Bersih managed to at least instill in me a desire to invoke my right for many things I chose to ignore before. The best I can make up for it is to vote on the day that matters.

I hate this semester.

That may have been exaggerated.

I see why most final-year students dread the final semester. It is not like I am not enjoying myself, it has been the most fun I have ever had in any semester but the lack of a jam-packed schedule leaves me with a lot of free time. Well, I did fill the time with many different Student Council tasks but all that work has been put on hold indefinitely. Thus, I am with more time on my hands again. There is just something about having free time and ignoring your assignments till the very last minute. I cannot put my finger on it but I seem to have no drive other than to will this semester to end NOW. This is quite unlike me to ignore my work and hand in half-past-six assignments. I could have found other work to do but I decided that maybe I should just let one semester be more about me having more time to myself even if the nothingness kills me!

Working at Text100 has got me worried. There are a few new faces and assimilating into the family is a little daunting. It does feel very much like the first day I interned there when everything was new and I was new at everything. Then there are these thoughts of me screwing up all my work and being asked to perform better or else... Maybe I am pressuring myself a little too much? I just want to be the best that I can be and then better myself hence, I freak myself out. I cannot believe that I am about a month away from starting at Text100 as an Account Executive. I feel very proud typing and saying it out. Hee...

Then there is the Anti-Conrad Facebook Unit. I personally named it that. I think it is quite funny. I mean, I am THAT POPULAR I guess? I have taken on a very Gandhian approach I suppose, not as bitter or as hateful as I thought I would be. I am quite proud of myself really.

What else...? What else...?

Oh! I went out with Debbi, Kiat Hwa, and Tam last week to Ben's General Foodstore at the Bangsar Shopping Village. The food was nothing to shout about. The restaurant specializes in pizzas but the pizzas are bland. It was very disappointing really. Even the atmosphere was not very inviting. Definitely not suitable for a family when those who come in groups of more than 2 gets squished into a corner with unknown people.

...I think those are the current prevailing thoughts in my head. Since I have managed to 'knock em'' out of my head for now, I am sure other useless worries will crop up sooner or later.

I feel like eating some ice cream!

-conRad-